9/1 1115p
I messed up tonight. I'm not perfect. That's not an excuse. I came home hungry, stressed (about my own plans [insight;trying to control my night]), and over caffeinated. Sounds like disaster. I was not keeping that in mind.
1am
I tried.to be extra loving the rest the night. She hurt. It was like there's the old Rich. I told her that she'll see tomorrow that I'm back on top, that I have more good days than bad, I'm not perfect, and I'm not going to stop trying. I really just want to figure out me, and be a good person. I've got the recipe and I'm building towards those goals. I told her that i just wanted to take care of her after hurting her.
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